I'm at a cross-roads.
There are two thoughts going on in my head.
- I know where I stand regarding eschatology. I have changed my position during my Seminary years to what I hold now. However, my end time view has been largely shaped by professors, books and to a lesser degree the Bible. But I have NEVER studied either the Scripture or xtra biblical accounts of the end times in a thorough and complete manner.
- The other thought I have is one of conquer and destroy. I'm in debate right now with two brothers, literally. Both hold to pre-mill dispensation. I want to position my argument so they will see how "wrong" and "unbiblical" they are. Not very nice of me, but that's what's coursing through the brain. Can't they see how wrong they are? Also, not very humble of me. I want to get rid of that mindset of I'm right and your wrong.
I have this same attitude when talking with JW's. I know I'm right and they're wrong. But I don't want my meeting with them to be an in your face I told you so visit. I want to evangelize with humility and power of the Spirt.
So, if anyone can help in regards to what course of studying/reading/researching I can do then by all means let me know.
Is it as simple as starting in Genesis and going right on to Revelation? Always keeping in mind "what does this passage or passages have to do with eschatology?" Can it be that simple? I want to know what I know from studying the full counsel. I have a ton of books on the subject, but I don't want to lean too much on what others say at this time. I want to figure it out by myself with the help of the Spirit and then go to my commentaries etc.
I don't want to hold to something simply because I read it in a book, but I want to hold to something because I read it in The Book.
mm.