I had wasted a lot of time coming out of this year trying to figure out what i can do how to just do about anything since god had drawn me out of the world. I found Logos bible software and got excited in learning, But i found myself more confused in where to begin, more questions than answers. I use it still today, But i didn't know where to go from there in studying. So i just went and got myself just a Esv bible and read it, And found out about reading it with https://scriptureunion.org/how-to-read-pray/ and trying to apply that in my reading in the Book of John, Writing my questions and praying/meditation. I felt more stuck with it than anything, having had understood i know i cannot do anything without the holy spirit. I spent a week using Bible.is app, and listening NLT, Contempory bible to understand what i did not know as well the dwell app for listening to scriptures, and i spend time with the lord in prayer and praise in worship in hymnals and psalms. Not knowing much, but wanted the desire to be close with him and glorify him in all my ways and sufferings because of my illnessess. So i'm not sure where i should go from here because of my health struggles in limitations i just want to grow get somewhere before his return. Either i continue doing what i'm doing in how i try to study, or try https://www.allenparr.com/toolkit/ allen parr how to study easy, which i do not know how to use it. If i do i was wondering if anyone would be willing to teach me little at a time in the time you have to spare. I have trouble doing anything on my own where i live i do not have churches or family in christ. I am just trying to grow. 7 months in not much progress. just trying to find a hermeneutic i can learn. If you have questions what i need or trying to ask more then welcome to ask.