I am wondering if there are good resources in Logos that describes what it would have been like to be one of Jesus disciples. I am interested in two things 1) a deeper understanding of Jesus as Rabbi and 2) what would life had been like for a disciple of Jesus? Were they with Jesus constantly? How did they relate to him? What was expected of a disciple? What did they expect from him as their Rabbi? Do you have suggestions for resources that might help in this area? Thanks!