Hello:
I just purchased L4 Silver and am now in search of more resources ... some that are geared specifically toward addressing the serious issues of Catholicism. I am looking for a Biblical perspective from both positions (preferably non-biased). I am originally Catholic and years ago, left the church due to not being able to personally "Biblically" substantiate my faith. I read many of the Catholic apologists books but found their answers lacking as far as serious exegetical "Biblical" study was concerned (even though they made many good points on beliefs of the early church fathers). The more I have dug into Biblical text myself, the more convinced I have become. This is just my personal findings and I pray it doesn't offend anyone, as this isn't the reason for the post.
I talk often to my family (some still Catholic) about my faith and to many great friends and am a sincere seeker of what the Bible has to say. I choose to believe the Bible solely ... and not rely on mans opinions of what the Bible has to say from a slanted viewpoint (from either stance). One of my MAIN reasons for purchasing L4 was to either prove or disprove my stance by more closely looking at the original biblical texts and supporting documentations.
I have tried to find any non-biased resources for L4 that cover all "Catholic" doctrines and compare it with original languages and popular commentaries, beliefs of early church fathers and how Catholic doctrines have evolved over the past 2000 years. I am trying to find a resource that discusses "what" they believe and more importantly, "why" they believe it and can it truly be justified after tough exegetical studies from God's Word? For example (rhetorical question): Did the early church fathers believe what the Catholic church teaches today, were their beliefs correct according to a close look at text and context of the Word of God, did even their beliefs evolve over time, etc... These are all things I am seeking answers for.
Catholic resources (ie: Karl Keating) will, of course, give me their beliefs, but this is not what I want. My goal is to find resources instead that will "substantiate" their beliefs when the Bible speaks for itself. Anyone know of any good quality resources available from solid Biblical scholars that can substantiate Catholic doctrine or show where and why it is in err?
Kindly forgive in advance if this is in any way offensive (I know it can be a touchy subject for most). I'm just looking for any available resources that can help me to study what the Bible ALONE states and help me to prove the stance that I've made in leaving the church, or to disprove my stance.
In Christ's love.
David